Friday, November 21, 2014

Emma Joy

Emma Joy was born on Wednesday, November 19th a little after 2am. She was 7 lbs,  11oz and 20 inches.
Birth story:
I started having contractions on Tuesday evening around 8pm. They were regular but not "call the midwife" worthy. At 10:20 I started freaking out that my parents would not be able to be there because of the nightly ferry shut down, and Jon told me to go ahead and call them,  so I did and they got on the last ferry of the night to be sure to be here.
They arrived and we all stayed up a bit longer.
At about 1am we all settled dowm for the night. 5 minutes or so after I laid down,  I had a particularly long amd painful contraction and in the middle of it experienced a terribly painful popping feeling. My water had broken....so I called my midwife and she said to head her way (she has a birthing center at her home which is where I have my babies).
On the way there the contractions were getting closer together, longer and more painful.
We got there and went in and the contractions weren't stopping for long and all I could do was lean over the bed. The midwife convinced me to lay down so they could do some vitals checking and get me ready for the IV (I tested positive for GBS and was supposed to have antibiotics). I kept muttering "there's no time, there's no time." I heard someone ask what I was saying and managed to say I needed to push. My midwife said to go ahead and three pushes later, Emma was out!!!!
We had been at the birthing center only about 5 or 10 minutes and it had only been about an hour since my water had broken! It was such a crazy blur of a labor and delivery!
Because we didn't get the antibiotics,  we are having to keep an extra sharp eye on her for any indications of infection but so far she has been fine, thank the Lord. We all love her dearly. The kids are excited and all want to hold her all the time. I am so happy to have two boys and two girls and that Heidi has a sister!
Emma means "whole" and she truly has made our family feel whole! So glad God decided we needed her!

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

So close

This may be my last post before having this baby. I am due on Wednesday....
So here is a few pictures to enjoy before I bombard my blog with brand new baby cuteness.....

Thursday, November 13, 2014

Let's All Be Brave



































I was invited by my friend Pamela to join a book study for the past 6 weeks. I jumped in without really knowing what I was getting into. As it turns out, God has used it to speak into my life in this season I am in.
The book is called let's all be brave by Annie F downs. The title pretty much explains what the book is about... Bravery.

Bravery is something I've always struggled with. And this past year has been no exception. Just dealing with being pregnant again brings enough fear with it. Add to that normal fears of everyday life and then my husband's work getting super stressful and crazy and being brave doesn't seem too easy right now.

I decided to take the chapters slowly and journal along with them and really try to let God work in my heart through the book...and I am very grateful that He has done just that.

Grateful although it has been daunting as well. Just processing each chapter and what God has spoken to me in my reading and journaling has required bravery. There are things I feel I am being called into that takes more courage than I feel I have. Thankfully, I know I don't have to do any of this on my own.

In the book, Annie quotes Isaiah 40:10 and it's so perfect:

"Do not fear, for I am with you; do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand." (New American Standard version)

So, in ending, I highly recommend reading the book yourself. If you want to borrow my copy, let me know...although you probably wouldn't regret buying it for yourself.